am in my mum's office in ngee ann now...woo-hoo..ponned school today, but i had reasons! hehe..went to crash mass com lecture at ngee ann! was afraid that we would get caught but yea thank God! apparently, clement's friend Denise have a friend, lydia, in mass com and she somesort of invited us to crash la. she figured the lecturer prob will realise we are crashers so she beforehand informed her of our presence. =D
it was kind of like an eye-opener. as much as i wished to be part of the mass com students, i'm leaving my O results to God. If it's meant to be, it'll be. even if say in the future, i cant get in, at least i was able to attend this lecture!
the results are coming out soon..totally having insomnia n nightmares. last night i dreamt of a scene from a drama serial...man like what has the scene of police detectives got to do with my results?!?! hahha..see, waiting for the results to be announced is the most n ultimate nerve-wrecking experience! =S
somehow i dont feel like going to school anymore. no one to blame but myself..who asked myslef to be like so mentally prepared to go poly that now i totally hecked JC studies. the only reason why i'm still attending is because #1: i love 05A05..how many times have i said this!!??? hehe #2: i love my Lit n hist n Chinese A Lit teachers..mr yeo, mr ng n miss chin! #3: God must have a reason why He gave me this chance to go PJC for the first 3 months.
so yup..that more or less are reasons which i've said before but still...*wan smile*
it felt like yesterday when i was still busy mugging
it felt like yesterday when everyone was happy and at peace
it felt like yesteday where things were still same.
it felt like yesterday
if only it could be yesterday.