no chance left.yeah. no point appealing they don't even bother giving me a chance. i expected it but i held on to a little faith that maybe, maybe,God might be nice enough to fulfil this prayer. but whatever.
laid on my bed for the longest time. what should i do now?
called up private schools to ask about courses and stuff..one subject costs $60 and that was the cheapest. mum asked me to apply ITE's night classes. somehow i feel so dumb. an express student who has average results applying for ITE. not that i'm looking down on ITE students but "nan dao wo zhen de yao lun luo dao apply for ITE"?
God is not fair, God is just.
why do i make it out as if i'm so pathetic?
{at julie's place}
a couple hours left before heading out to church. jules not feeling well so went to her house to take care of her. used her com and tricked david lee n michelle that i'm some hacker. utterly hilarious. that's probably like the only thing that was not part of my mope. yeah. i'm trying to be happy. i really am. i jus need more time. and mebbe a miracle.
happy 19th birthday Caleb!
all the best for A level results [desmond.karen.caleb]
